Sunday, May 31, 2009
this is an understatement; I'm tired.
I'm exhausted. school is a healthy distraction.
but its taking too much time.
you can see it in my eyes.
&that's sad.
it shouldn't be so apparent.
I'm not a open book.
but recently, its seems I'm transparent.
I could've loved you all my life,
but things are never that easy.
i changed, & so have you.
seeing you, now.
my heart wants to escape me.
but I'm not built that way.
i had you. & i let you go.
no, I wasnt crazy.
just young. that's all.
you know what hurts the most?
you're always at the back of my mind,
but never out of it.
&after so long, you still have what it takes to break me.