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Thursday, March 19, 2009

Today I saw something I shouldn't have.
you.
I saw a past; that wasn't really there yet.

shit.
If I could, I would.
all it takes is the "delete" tab.
But I can't.

&I detest myself for it.

I'm not this girl.
I don't ponder.
I don't do this.
I forget. & that's the way it is.

I despise how a glance
at smth completely insigificant;
the you, so long ago
can leave me speechless.

I hope I don't ever meet you.
For my sake.

{9:36 PM}


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