Sunday, December 10, 2006

okay. so i got back on late 4 dec. psssst, my b'day ! haha xD reached home at night yea. since, SADLY i've no damn autoroam when i came into S'pore my phone got jammed within minutes. lol. im so getting rid of the phone yea. cannot tahan la ! haha. so after waiting for the phone to un-jam was checking through the new msgs.

sadly, i did not find your msg amisdt all the others darling, bt alas i've expected its absence.

okay. so if u dnt get it then thts okay. on the morning i was to go off. we were talking on the phone. 538am if my phone time isn't failing me. &somehow, someway your mom popped into your room. &she found out you were talking to me. &she took it away. i was worried sick.
no idea how worried i was. so worried. but even as i crossed over to m'sia& my phone had lost service, i just knew tht you won't be leaving any msgs. not tht morning, not the next, not even when i come back. but i kept worrying, just like any human being would. i worried& i worried. &my heart ached so so much, it was almost unbearable.

thankfully, i had my family to count on.. my extended, extremely loved cousins, aunt& uncles, and of course my own family:) i love u ppl. & to distract me for abit.

so the day was veryy well planned. we went to visit my great grandad at Seremban, Negeri Sembilan. ate lunch there and played UNO wid cousins for awhile. yeapyeap. then continued our journey to Port Dickson ? yea. sth lidat. (my memory's failing again !) blahblah.

checked into ilham resort. got our three double storey houses ? i'm unsure wht its called. hahs. so one double storey in like 2-3 families. my family took a room with kak su's family and yea tht was it. so while the kids went to play at the swimming pool, me, sis, kak su, aisyah, nurul, meera, irfan &siti went off to check out the niceNICE BLUE-y BEACH. haas. i love the beach ! it was so blue la !& we could kind of walked real far out cos there was a delta of some sort. i think thts wat its called. haha. wdv. NICE NICE laaaa. woots.

then went to rest& wash up. its was 6pm going 7 ? yea. went shoppping for awhile went off for dinner& blahblah & got back at 11 plus.

okay, frankly im in no mood to type EVERYTHING here. lol. sorry yea. 2nd day, went off to Eagle Ranch. rode a horse. haha. NICE horse la. & we went ard the beach& all. riding a horse across the beach did calm me, if even for a few minutes. just to calm me. went go-carting. haha. i did rounds with nurl& kak su. i won them. haha xD kk. then went off up to KL. did alott of shopping in KL. bt yet again, too short la ! should've stayed in KL longer. i wanna shop ! haha. then got dinner. went off back to the hotel. reached at 11 ? yea. then in the room played cards with sis& kak su till 1plus. haha :D funfun.

3rd day, went swimming with all in the morning. then washed up. &went to hot springs ? yea. sum up everything la uh. hahs. then went back to home sweet home. jst a short trip.

ystd went out with darlings fidah, idah& irah. wee wee. funFUN. went out to signify my b'day la so called. haha. like we always do u knw:D hee. thanx babes. went to watch Cinderella a Korean horror film. went to PS, bought the 2pm show then went off to eat at Long John's Silver. anw, Cinderella had a real good plot. complicating but GOOD. hahs. should have been a better ending though. hahs. i enjoyed the day as much as i cld(:

so yea. thts abt it. i've so much to say about the other things tht bother me. but im way too exhausted. some other time yea. okays. loves.