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Friday, January 13, 2006

okays so today was juz like any other day.. NOT. c0s every blardy day brings me closer to death. actualli brings me closer to killin myself. hmmms, i hav serious doubts. not bout my social life or wateva im perfectly happy wid da way it is now. my darling Las Chicas and other frens. okays tis is a really personal issue so i may like edit it tmr. but i gotta get it out today.

its like its been awhile now since i've stopped believing in fate, love blahblahblah. recently my religious cls started again..and i found tat wat i've started to adpt to, hating everything, not loving, not blieving in fate i snot part of my religion. and for sum reason everything my religious tcher was toking bout went against wat im wanting to believe. i dunno. i really dunno. so i must be wrong rite?..

but i dun wanna love. it hurts too much. and i dun even need it. as expected, da thot of u still lingers in my mind. pls go away. im begging all tis feelings to PLS go away. i dun need u, i dun want u.

im beautifully broken.
gracefully fallen.

{1:42 PM}


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