Thursday, November 24, 2005
teeHEE. long time no post. hehs. wells anw...da hols has been horrifiyingly BORING. man..i was like rotting at home being a part time couch potato.& da other half of da time is spent obviously staring into my darrlin comp.lols..
so anw. wen my mum mentioned tat she&daddy were bringing da rascals to da library me&sis decided we seriously need books. at least its sumthing to do you noe.. so we got ready & went to da toa payoh library.
mind you its been like ages since me&sis stepped foot onto toa payoh central at nite wid parents. we juz got bored of toa payoh ages ago..so yeah.(:
afta my dad paid for da fines [me&sis book fines xD ] my fine was 10 bucks xp. hey..my sis's fine was 14 bucks..so im not too bad yeahs..lol. me&sis headed up and found sum interesting books..borrowed dem & met back wid darrlin dearest parents..lol..den went to macs..
as i was eating my cheese burger [tats wat i always order at macs. ] i noticed a gurl walk into macs. she look freakishly familiar..i freakin panicked wen it dawned on me she loooks like my x's elder sis..budden tat gurl was too short to be his elder sis.. so i clamed down, and drank my drink, completely forgeting my x has a smaller sis..wen tat gurl walked out into da porch/sidewalk [wateva] she was waving at sum1..for sum reason i juz looked & freak there he was..
i abruptedly looked away & pretended to be realli interested in my cheese burger..my sis obviously realised & look at his direction..her eyes widened O.O lol..but yeah she turned away too..thank gawd we werent sittin at da same table as our parents..wakao..but he didn seem to notice so thank gawd..tink he lyk glanced but didn realise. so i was seriously thanking gawd..den suddenly his sis entered again..
my back was facing her..so my sis was tellin me everything cos i didn wanna look up. den suddenly he freaking made his way towards macs..and there was a stairs and a ramp..me and my sis were sitting rite next to da window near da ramp..so juz imagine..he was staring at his phone budden wen he looked up he obviously saw me cos he was freakin in front of me larhs..onli da mirror seperated us..& he made a sudden quick u-turn & got off da ramp. i was like fark larhs.[sorie peeps..hadta say it..]
haisx..i DUN wanna see him..i DUN wish to see him..i broke up wid him. done.fullstop.end of story. END. sheesh.it was like he was meant to see me by hook or crook sia ytd..pfffftt*
wateva larhs..i hav moved on and so shall he..i juz DUN wanna see him.. and wen i say dun i mean DUN. i DO NOT regret. da feelin sux..i hav NO regrets.(: